This story has been an ongoing project for many years now. It has served as a way for me to ask questions about suffering, and faith, and why any of us are born into this world with disease. It has been a way for me to deal with the reality of having a twin brother who struggles through life in ways that I do not. Nick has recently undergone deep brain stimulation surgery to help curb the effects of his cerebral palsy. Our family now waits to see how or if the surgery will change his life.